Sunday, 29 November 2015

74.) Marigolds In Dirt Decode The Way Too Plainly . . .




Marigolds in dirt decode the way too plainly
Let free of slants, the open way disenchants
And turns the precious thing to dust
But take them out, free their roots of Earth
Shake them, into one single golden thread
And weave it round again, and lace it through
The limpid boughs of willow trees
That bending, lower, ever lower as they grow
Learn to touch the surface of the inner lake
And dip in maiden streams of milk and honey
Meeting through the flowing through
The second way, the way that lifts the Dark
That precious thing, the glorious truth
Where youth, like a shelter from the storm
Takes it, and with its own originality
Safely forms the enchanting of the thing again
Makes it Light, treasured once more, perhaps
As the first bright beam of a young moon’s shining.
Time was, when the morning stars sang together
And from the very beginning, and by their youth
Made the lovely keening which is in us, nearer
Nearer by distance, touching by being far away:
Effective, that thing that doesn’t make itself too plain.




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73.) I Know The Season Of The Waning Moon . . .




            I know the season of the waning moon
Light going – fading day after day – but
It is short – and it waxes once more --
Why then do I yet entertain the pain of loss
When precious things are taken from me 
            Or they come not as I think they ought
When reachings-out in writings fail
And I am left alone -- yet again -- 
And barrenness seems my only portion, 
Will there never be any who applaud?
How dumb then to let this pain hang around
When I know, so very well, it is proof only
Of my pride – proof of my base alloy –
Which could be burned away in a moment!
And, it is! Will I not have acceptance with joy
And be simply glad for the privilege of loss?
I know so well the “onwards and outwards
The turning – and facing away – from my own
Pleasure – that is the way in – in to the Centre
To the Most Beautiful Garden of All within
Within the pitch-dark-place of the holiest of all.    
We suffer more who know the way out of it.




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72.) Hard The Way From One Form Of 'Seeing' . . .




            Hard the way, from one form of ‘seeing’ to another
When the way forwards seems backwards:
Out from bright light eyes see not in dark
They first are blind where they seek to see

As with the passing of time eyes adjust to dark
So truth’s own surprise will come only slowly
Where we are turned about and faced
The other way

It is distance that lends enchantment
Soft blurrings of piercing lines makes beautiful
Else, we are too fiercely faced with the sting of truth
And we only run away




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Sunday, 22 November 2015

71.) Far And Beyond The Distant Middle Isle . . .




Far and beyond the distant Middle Isle
Lithe silver forms in water frolicked
The sun was there, the sea was tranquil
And the ageless seal upon the rock, a selkie
That, sighing, through the riven gifted muse
Spoke of a lost or hidden day of wonder
When men would understand their crippling –
That for sorrow made the singing wind be still
And the glistening creature – a stolen wraith
Of love the lover took to hide his glory in
Found his strength to leave her firstling form
And take his pledge to lead them out of bondage
In to the lighted liberty he had promised them
All glorious from the beginning of the world
And, glad, she left her silky hide behind, and
            From the shelter of the rock swam free . . . 




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70.) Not Of Myself Any Speech . . .




Not of myself any speech in the folds of Love
Where the songs of the morning were
Where the taken flowers blossomed
I was freed from the crippling lines of Sensennae
Filled with the joy of living by the inner meeting

In my helping sea of dark the music of the stars
And the riddled tides of mystic melodies
Advancing fast along my rippling sands
In water, pale and thin; so clear they wouldn’t see
That the meeting took to give and turned to live

The light of each, for joy, hid and molded life
That none but the few who faced it
Would dare surrender prickling pride
To grasp the proffered hand and walk this sea
What was dying made for if not for living
            The brave took the spoil, in the spoiling of their goods




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Saturday, 21 November 2015

69.) Can Any Know That Light . . .




Can any know that Light
That is yet future
Who shun Its past?
Far ahead her voice
Where none yet move:
For they only run from her
Sound – her sharp met
Words – that offend
And so, lost in the future
Ever tied to the past
Is a pelican in a desert
A sea-wraith in a sandstorm
A lone voice crying
In a wasteland
Where no voice is heard




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68.) Bright In The Air Of The Heights . . .




Bright in the air of the heights
From the golden spires of the city
Came the silken spoken voice
Of the sweet winds of the world

Did you not want our flowers                                 
For your hair
Ribbons to tie it with
And a crown to wear?

Did you not wish for our feathers
For your feet
Glory to gild them with
And fame for such a flight?

What can I say, but the truth?
No, I have joy enough or a foregoing
Strength to own nothing
A hid wealth for my feasting

My flowers are the blooms of the dark
They are all taken
What were your picked flowers for
If not for a beauty that faded?

My feathers are the wings of the morning
They are all taken
What were your fallen feathers for
If not for a flight that failed?

What is fame, but a blind shadow
To appease and build another
What is a crown, but a dead wreath
To tell what might have been

Self-glorying was the world’s
Enmeshed in its every mean fibre
Trampled under feet of clay
The fragile dew of day



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Thursday, 12 November 2015

Vol. 2. / 67.) In 'Going,' I Went, And Went Again . . .




 In ‘going,’ I went, and went again
Alive, and moving: having life I went
And travelled the forgotten land within
Where by the map I knew which side
To walk and where – to find the way
Once through the guarded door
Which was the breadth and width of One.
And in and through that One within
And beyond the first of the falling rain
That shines and sparkles in the day
And in the silver moonlit night, the same;
There the further vision could be found
That owned the Delphic voice that spoke
Of meeting there – the same for everyone
Within the skin of One who’d carry any
Who would come – love for the loving
Answers for the asker, and solace deep:
A sennet for the seeker of the Holy Grail;
Here the map to the honeyed signs
The instant knowings and the wine of life:
Where the waters move, where their run
Contains the thing that draws us nearer
Returned to us that in our falling, find.




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Wednesday, 11 November 2015

V. 2. / 66.) If There Was Any Passage Through . . .




                             If there was any passage through
Barred doorways
It was because you were in me
And I had no other sides
No other walls to contain me

If there was any going
It was because you went first
Stretching back your hand
Taking mine; and I followed you
Wherever you went

If there was any freedom beyond
The furtherest rain
It was because I was in you
As no added weight to your
Burden; no, none at all

If there was any joy and delight
In the diamond-split going
It was because you gave it
And, content with me, you bound me
One with you . . . in love . . .



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Vol. 2. / 65.) The Door Opens . . .




The door opens then it closes behind me
The way was barred but I have stepped through
The angel’s footsteps recede and I am alone:
Found in a country both known, and unknown
I have been here many times, yet each time is new.
Ahead, and in the quickening sight, I see a rain:
A curtain of falling light sparkling as it breaks
Glinting, and shimmering in silver drops,
A precipitation, continuous and full of delight;
I laugh: I see the end; I run, and go right through
And the singing of birds goes with me, in, too
The One is there, and is delighted, love overflows
Love tallies the ribbons of my extended loving
Where I know nothing, and in nothing know all:
The Light is there, and leaps in arcs, the rain whirls,
Around me the silver rain turns in lighted swirls
High and low, and side to side, weaving the pattern
That will tell my story in ragged writing: hidden,
Kept in pockets of the air that are in land forms
And in the senses, and in the spirit, and in the soul
Touching there, and dividing unto life and light
Wherever there was a heart’s-leap of welcome
Wherever there is a sudden standing as if on tiptoes
A sudden reaching for what was known but not seen:
Pursuing through the slaying rain, a perfect love.



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V. 2. / 64.) Thank You For The Bruising . . .




Thank you for the bruising
That softens my heart
Thank you for the inner fear
That divided me in two
Thank you for the split
Deep made my in brain
Where seeing, I saw myself
Raw, and I greatly feared
Thank you that in all this
You made me one with you

Thank you for the blinding
That my heart eyes might see
Thank you for the listening
That my heart’s ears might hear
Thank you for the speech
Which no one could understand
For the gift of confounding
Caught in a blind pillar of cloud
Thank you that in all this
You made me one with you

Thank you for not giving me
An easy way, not letting me flee 
Thank you that when I would 
Run away, I never could
Thank you for the love that 
Hurts, seeming, so back-to-front
Thank you for the gift of your 
Loving, intimate, beyond
Any human understanding 
Born in a fierce pillar of fire
Thank you that in all this
You made me one with you.

            Thank you for taking me up
In your arms,
And for lifting my feet far,
From any ground of knowing.
Thank you for the inner meeting
Where I was met,
For taking me till nothing of me
Was left,
And for making it all,
Not of myself . . .   . . .   . . .
Thank you that in all this
You made me one with you.



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Tuesday, 10 November 2015

63.) At The Stone Of The Troubling . . .




At the stone of the troubling:
The altar of the exchanging
Moments of vision
Have always to be paid for;
In the losing to find
The emptying to be filled:
The pain of the joy, before 
The delight of the finding.

At the east gate of the garden:
The place of the meeting
Openings of heart-light have
A break to be reckoned with;
In the flash of the sword
The flame of the turning:
The pain of the joy, before 
The delight of the finding. 

At the meeting of ways
Where the edges of life were
There were our weeds known 
In the seeing stone found;
Known in the inner conflict
At the gate we were driven from:
The pain of the joy, before
The delight of the finding.



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