Continued
from Writing Saga # 20 / The House and its rooms and its environs...
The lean-to kitchen: A source spot. A sore spot. This was the place
in my little purple house of amaranthine poetry for the storing of the raw
ingredients of my creations. It was the place for the mixing and concocting of a
delicious fresh fare of beautiful writing from the interesting foods of ideas stored
in my pantry cupboards.
Here were condiments, the herbs and the spices
to add zest to what was written, as well as the bulk ingredients which formed
the base of my ‘ragged writings.’ And, yes, here were the mixing bowls, of all
sizes, and utensils of every kind, to fabricate the raw substances of my
experience into forms ready to be placed into the oven, to cook. Oh, the oven! The
furnace of affliction! But without my fiery trials no dish would be fit to eat!
The hidden manna was bread in me only after it was fired. For who would like to
eat uncooked bread? Yuk! The dough un-fired was an inedible glutinous mess! My
writings unproved, un-risen, and uncooked fed no one anything that was truly
good.
The woodshed: Love
truly, do what you like. The suggestion
here is of absolute liberty and freedom if you, only love. In my lawless behind the woodshed escapes from the norm, in utter crazy faith
that I was loved, and abandonment to that, I was found and redeemed. But any Life: and poetry here was unthinkable
to good people. I was ‘black, but comely . . . as the tents of Kedar, as the
curtains of Solomon.’ This place of source Life
was extremely private and a continual harbour of never-ending unspeakable joy.
Joy won through that obedience to Love which cannot on this Earth be spoken of:
‘I will give him a white stone, and in the stone a new name written, which no
man knows saving he that receives it.’
Here the fuel for my fires was stored. It
was being kept dry to be later taken into the house when it was needed. It was for
the underlings of my radical ‘ragged writings’ there. Mostly this dark place
was kept neat and tidy, with a crib for wood chips and shavings. The smaller
fuel for the beginnings of fabulous
things, the larger for the maintenance of them; but all the fuel was love, and only
love. Love is the end of the law.
These
are the titles of the next three ‘ragged writings’ of Amethyst Poetry:
Coalmine Black
Coalmine Black
Beloved Lover
Sword of Unpuzzling
Paradox
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