Showing posts with label poetry diary. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poetry diary. Show all posts

Monday, 26 March 2018

Poetry Diary: Part 5. ) Poetry as Modern Art . . .


(New Poems, below...)

POETRY DIARY:  PART FIVE:        
Poetry as Modern Art
  
PERHAPS, POETRY, such as the Ragged Writings of Everland can be compared with paintings. Just as the forms and colours of a picture produce a certain emotional effect in us, in its communicating without words, so a piece of writing, communicating in seemingly unintelligible phrases, in worlds within words, can have a similar pleasurable effect on us, also. Beauty, can be as much in the sound of a run of words, as in the sight of a play of colours in an abstract painting. But, like everything else which affects our consciousness, we need to learn to become conscious of such a thing, lest it pass us by.  
   Light comes in nuances. 
   As in a certain style of impressionistic painting the artist is finding it not important to reproduce what he sees according to its exterior context - he instinctively knows the interior content is the thing to grasp - he sacrifices the outer natural form for the abstraction; for a diffusing of the beauty he sees within it. It all flows together for him. But it is revealed to him, only little by little. He instinctively dissolves the forms in his painting so that they cannot be too easily perceived by the outer self, which all too quickly judges and discards; he would be known only in that most holy place within where was no judgment, only wonder; but for a long time, he was misunderstood. 
   Like the painter, the inner-writer finds another language. Inadvertently he stumbles upon another way of communicating truth. Another place where, the emotions, which were renewed by surrender, could ‘read’ words they could not understand, but which would stir the spirit deep within, and in this way bring to the mind that vital revelatory flash of insight which is the mind’s true food.  
 And, if spiritual ideas were the consonants of this new language, then the kernels of truth, hidden within those ideas, were the vowels. They gave the pronunciation. The life of it. The sound of life! For the ‘sound’ in one phrase, flowing in with that of another, in the spirit, made another language, another sense altogether other than the surface look of the first sense which seemed as nonsense - but which wasn’t nonsense, at all - it had come of itself, so it spoke. It came of the spirit. And this strange, writer, a babbling baby, understood and marvelled: seeing evidence that language, as a whole was a living entity and a divine gift:
   
It was not of us!
So that if--- in the flow---
It was surrendered back to the Source
From which it came---
It could say more---
Going beyond the natural mind---
Being greater than the pen that wrote
Or the fingers that touched the keys

And---
Being greater than the pen that wrote
Or the fingers that touched the keys---
Going beyond the natural mind---
It could say more---
Surrendered back to the Source from which it came---
In the flow---
It was not of us!
  
   Life: it was backwards: and forwards! And there was inspiration: wherever the kernel was language could go backwards or forwards! 
 But, it was all and only through the painter and writer being as nothing: becoming as fools to become wise: only through weakness growing in strength: only through brokenness finding love, deep and unfathomable. There the ever increasing passion to communicate what was seen in the mirror lake of tears, or in the tunnel of a telescope turned back-to-front, with the reflecting back of the light, all upside down and inside out! 
  No wonder the light was as darkness to us when it was written; it was incomprehensible because it was opposite!  It is opposite to us and our earthly way of thinking - just as light and dark are opposites! 
  To every force is a counter-force; both are inevitable, both are opposite. But in all this back-to-front living - the losing to find - we are helped. Behind the scenes, deep in our innermost being things are happening there opening us up, which if we are courageous enough will eventually emerge, bringing the reward of an extraordinary and entirely individual, insightful joy! 
  
   All really new ideas have a certain aspect of foolishness when they are first proposed.                                                                                                                            
   -Alfred North Whitehead
  
  People are open to new ideas . . . as long as they are identical to the old ones.  

                                                                                              -  Ancient Chinese Proverb


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THE RAGGED WRITINGS OF EVERLAND:   VOLUME THREE:   ARKIAHH DREAMING:  (Vol. 3 /  15;  17;  18; 26;  20.)


15.  Dust in the Cracks

DUST in the cracks---
Dust in the divides between---
Between---one letter and another

Why is a keyboard a jumble of letters?
Not in any order that makes any sense--- to me---
To my surface mind---
My fingers don’t think
They know where the letters are they need

What wonders are in my subconscious mind---
That can write--- without thinking---
That can compose--- living leaves
Out of a jumble of ideas---
And know---
They were aligned--- before ever I found them
Know---
They were given me before ever I was

Can a keyboard go blunt---
As a saw--- can lose its teeth?

If used too much the wrong way
It won’t speak---
Nor cut on the cutting edge---
Consciously thought on too much---

Birds singing mocking songs:
Writings--- writing dulled things


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17. Twigs Will Always Fall

TWIGS WILL always fall from trees
In certain strengths of wind---
Standing firm in fast moving air
We gather hints---
Bits of understanding falling---

What was gained of turbulence
Bringing interlinked insight---
And compensation for the suffering

In a hurricane---and we reach up
Grasp the illusive telltale signs of the Wind
Inspired knowledge has broken off in hurry---
That later, are seen to live a separate life
Being taken from you---
Flying on---working someplace else
In someone else---as you write them down---
And the influence of the Breeze
Sending them on---
And to the four corners of the earth



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18.  Bitter Leaves

BITTER leaves are red and falling---
A carpet beneath a tree of spent fortune---
The goodness of it passing in and in
Feeding the hungry roots of faith---

And in love’s warmth---the sun’s rising of it
Steadily through the body---
Nurturing the mind
Seeding it with the best of all that is bitter
Making of recycled Life a revolving feast

Firm in heart---forming new leaves
And the process of it---over and over
Sharing in Life---again and again
If---in each season---dying
The fall and falling---to rise again



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26.  The Outdoors Whispering Secrets

A SOUND---which could not be heard
A movement---that could not be seen
The outdoors whispering secrets
In its most alluring voice

A beckoning---in the clean scent of spring
A calling---in the lowering of the sun
The air radiant with possibilities
Ten hand spans past its zenith

Caught---in answering of the owner’s voice
All parts of me---respond---
Drawn like iron filings to a magnet

I leave my place and follow
I am given the key---
Touching all parts which are---one---
Bound with the whisper---
The outdoors meeting the wonder
In the outreaching me




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20. A Hairsbreadth of Love

A HAIRSBREADTH of love can span a chasm
A bridge so narrow
Only love’s bare feet can cross---

Lightly stepping along---
And the whole length of its endurance---
Never giving up---never knowing any end

Even in the least degree of its assessing the cost
Not afraid of losing all it wanted
Gaining what it had looked for all its life
Courage to walk its line in air

Even a hairsbreadth of love can span a chasm



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Tuesday, 20 March 2018

Poetry Diary: Part 1. ) A Tangled Web of Love . . .



The Ragged Writings of Everland . . .



A green leaf in drought---
Hard ripped from a bent twig
But sent flying---

A rosebud in situ---
Cruel plucked from a thorn bush
And taken deeper---

My soul untouched is safe
But that’s not
What it was created for   


POETRY DIARY: PART ONE: THE RAGGED WRITINGS OF EVERLAND:  Joy in life, that ineffable happiness that truly satisfies our heart, does not come from ‘playing it safe.’ We were not designed to crave safety, but adventure! This desire is inherent in us, and our exciting experiences grow from what we have ‘planted’ in our lives. So the seeds of our adventure, just like plant seeds, must be buried in the dark, if they are to grow and shoot out into life and light and provide us with a vibrant tree of life on the cutting edge of light.
    But ‘the dark’ - the unknown - is not an easy place in which to live to wait for an inexplicable harvest of joy; but, it is worth it! I know. I have lived there.    It is from this time in seeming ‘dark’ that all my ”ragged writings” have come and brought me joy.
    But the language in which they are written is strange.    Because, if we write, out of our spirit, at first the things which come there are largely incomprehensible to our earth-bound finite minds and we reject them as nonsense. But in my own inner-writing, and in some of my more complex ”ragged writings,” lines, which at first appear difficult, or incomprehensible will gradually reveal their meaning and dawn within, as you read consecutively through this book (and this blog.) And you’ll make discoveries that delight and find treasure where you had never thought to look. Enjoy!
 

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THE RAGGED WRITINGS OF EVERLAND: VOLUME THREE: ARKIAHH DREAMING:  (Vol.3/ 3. &  4.)


3. A Tangled Web of Love

A TANGLED web of love:
The quicksilver cloth I am taken of---

Its lacings tightening form a canopy:
Love’s overhanging branches
Forming a hidden bower within us
From trees lightly finding their place
In our daily round
And in all our suspect places---

Standing tall and firm and growing
In their good ground
Within the substance of our proud graces---
Trees that are our capacities for loving
Evidence of all our uprisings of passionate longing

Our stands of willow yearnings
Our ashes of aspen and rowan breathings
Bringing us tangled into love’s own domain
Taking us snared into love’s confusions of passion
Weaving bliss into all our burnt offerings there



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4. The Falcon and the Lark

WHAT IF your life was turned upside down?
What if we had previously got it, back to front?

What if a skylark should love a falcon?
The prey, love the predator?

Should a daisy fear being picked
By the hand of a little child
If it were lifted up and adored?

Why fear the thing you fear
If being consumed ignited your life
And lifted you up to touch the stars!

Why fear the hand that sets you free?   



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THE RAGGED WRITINGS OF EVERLAND: VOLUME ONE:   (Vol. 1/ 1; 2; 3.)

1. Far Runs the River

FAR RUNS the river that takes her willing captives speechless
Upon all high hills their sacraments of peace
Yet past, bright crimson halls and lost voices
They pour forth from veiled altars buried deep

For onward, ever onward will she sweep them all away
Until the fall of every hill breaks through the bar of ages
And sets them free

Then past from floundering awhile the captives leap
They understand and let all their broken dreams
Fall through their fingers like sand

Loosed from every hold these shattered hopes
Then find their several voices
Till transformed above, their selfish selves forsaken
Their sound is heard

And love’s comprehending captives
Made transparent by the stream

Speak out life’s hidden truths and voyage on 


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2. Clouds Follow Stars

CLOUDS FOLLOW STARS in filmy coverings of flesh
Hope bringing his own content
To harbours steeped in everlasting peace

Whither fly the sparrows from your altars buried deep
Conflagrations of incense expand there
Following before to keep your faltering flight

Where will I find the sum of a sparrow lost?
Floating on strings that through love’s dust
Will change in pulling her along

Hushed the brave sleep and there fulfill their frail song
For then will they come to him and fall
Helped in each descending stair to rest in peace


                        

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3. Cast the Bridges

CAST THE BRIDGES that ply the bright seas
Sweeping proud ashes beneath its streams
They go past unnoticed with hazy bent wings
And cease not to lose their footing for the light they bring

Scalloped the fringes of silvered seas
Surging lace filigrees that unloose tight seams
Passing all marbled halls their veiled voice stays
And seals up the hollow canyons left by their waves

Loosed the moonbeams on all bare shores
Bringing new aligns to our poor peppered bites                          
For by lingering light the heated wealth lies taken
And all peoples’ hoarded gain by revelation lies forsaken




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Monday, 19 March 2018

Poetry Diary ) Sent into the Unknown . . . Pitched Headlong into a Camellia Bush



The Ragged Writings of Everland

 (New Poem, below...)



POETRY DIARY:  We write. We put away what we’ve written on ‘the shelf:’ held for better or for worse in our manuscript; and wherever we’ve put that. Then we go back to it, sometime later, and read what we then wrote... and, always, without fail, we see further... and quickly edit our former treasures. What was once our, all becomes as something incomplete and behind us which we have grown through and gone beyond.  
   We always tend to grieve when we look back at what we’ve written. What was once a delight to us has tarnished in our eyes. And this happens to all of us, regardless; and we become disillusioned. We think we’ll never ‘get there.’ But, I’ve come to see that that is not a ‘bad’ thing. It just proves we are alive! It means we actually are, internally living creatures! Growing! Moving forwards and upwards on the inside!  
   Through even the faintest nuance of experience since last we wrote - even if it were only yesterday - we have exceeded yesterday’s insight. And we should rejoice over that! Not grieve that we didn’t ‘get it’ all! For if we had, if we had got it all, yesterday, then we’d be ‘dead:’ for we had gone no further in today!  
   So, now we can turn all that around, and be truly glad for yesterday’s least shortcomings, for joy over, seeing and knowing more today. Yes! We are alive! And tomorrow, guess what, we’ll be even better!


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THE RAGGED WRITINGS OF EVERLAND: VOLUME THREE:  ARKIAHH DREAMING:  VOL.3/ 2.)


2. Pitched Headlong into a Camellia Bush

PITCHED HEADLONG into a camellia bush
Bruised flowers lie all around me
Not only has the wind crushed them now
But I, in my ivory tower

I sit in shock, brought suddenly to earth
Surprises surround me on every side
Our camellias, fallen and sadly damaged
Given a kind of spilled-petaled significance

And from our ivory cherry tree
Our cherry-stones are clearer now
Now that we have dined on their flesh

To have consumed all these evanescent living things
Leaves inner parts free to express themselves awhile                     
In unveiled wonder, more open to understanding
Seeing even the tiniest portions of a hidden revelation

That there was more to be had
In leaving one beautiful thing behind  
By eating away its outer part
Till there was only the kernel left
Was beyond being an engaging concept
It was the substance for finding
For finding what before we had completely missed





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